Day Eleven- Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
I dont know, as long as it is a pro ana or pro mia blog I follow back. Most of the time I go to the searcher and check everything posted with pro ana, pro mia, thinspiration, thinspo, etc tags.
Day Ten- What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
Maybe Chocolate specially snickers.
Day Nine- Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
I use to be a thin girl when I was a kid, I could eat anything and I didnt gain weight, but when I started puberty everything changed. I have heard every kind of comment about my weight.
Day Eight- Your workout routine.
Basically running till I cant even walk. And some lifting weights. Since I got sick in December I cant do a lot of exercise because I choke and its hard to breath.
Day Seven- Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care?
I think they have a little idea. My stepmom always make me ate. But my father doesnt care.
Day Six- Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Yes, almost every day. Since I started this I do it less often. The quote “Dont eat your feelings” suits me a lot. Whenever something bad happens I find myself eating.
The key is to maintaining me occupied in something, like reading.
Day Five- Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing it for you?
Basically I am doing this for all the times that people made me feel like I am worthless. And also because I am in a school that is only for girls, and its horrible how they bully me because I not pretty or because I dont have expensive things.
Well, another reason could be all the times a boy rejected me…..
Day Four- Your greatest fears about weight loss.
30-Day Thinspo Challenge!
Day Three- A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
Keira Knightley
She is so classy and modern at the same time. She always looks perfect; beautiful in everyway, within short and long hair.
Day Two- How tall are you? Do you like your height?
1.64 centimeters
Well… Sometimes I like it, sometimes not. When I was younger I always wanted to stop growing because I was the tallest in my class, taller than boys. Now I wish I could be a few centimeters taller.
Day One- Your stats.
Height: 165 centimeters
Weight: 51 kilograms
Goal: 45 kilograms
Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends? I dont have friends
Ever hurt yourself on purpose? Yes
Ever been to a psychologist? Yes
Lost weight? Yes
Gained weight? Yes
Do you drink? Yes
Do you smoke? Yes
Do you take drugs? Just once, that isnt for me.
Does your weight affect your mood? Yes
Do you weight yourself daily? Yes, 3 times a day
Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)? Yes
Have you ever skipped a meal? Yes
Have you ever spit food out? Yes
HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x ] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[ ] I love food
[x] I purge if I think I ate too much
I AM:
[ ] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[x] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself
PEOPLE:
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[If only] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[x] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[Used to] I have more than 2 piercings
[Used to] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles
[B] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[I am fat shaped] I am pear shaped
[ ] I am petite
